What – the eternal question

I’m at a very confusing point in life. I’m not asking God the question “why”..because I know He has a purpose that He wants to fulfil, but I am certainly asking Him the question “what”. I think it’s meaningless to be walking through the wilderness and not know what He’s teaching.

Being in the wilderness is painful in itself, but not knowing the fruit it produces is worse. I know I haven’t been promised a bed of roses and that isn’t what I want either but I want to know what He wants me to learn. It’s so futile to think that I’ve been in the wilderness and not learnt anything. Such a waste!

I watch, I wait and I pray coz there isn’t anything else I can do really………….