Long time

I have been long gone from the blogging scene. It’s not that I don’t have anything to write about, just that I either don’t make the time or it’s way too personal for me to want the world to read it.

Right now there are so many things on my mind that I’m surprised I can even function. And no, it’s not depressing, just a lot of random stuff that gets me bogged down. I am hoping to be able to work for 40 hours in the summer so I can accumulate some fund for the “Save Ashwini from bankruptcy fund” joking…but it would be nice to have some extra money just so I know it’s there and I can use it in times of an emergency. God has never been short handed and never will be. I make just enough to get by, and I mean JUST enough, though at times I wish there was a little more to use, especially when it comes to being able to take a flight and go meet “you-know-who” at least once in three months or so. Anyways I shall not complain, He will provide if he has to. At least I don’t have to scrape for groceries. I am blessed to be able to eat enough and well and be able to pay tuition, whilst many other s are struggling.

I have also been postponing doing important chores that I cannot postpone any longer. I should get them done ASAP. I’m really looking forward to the summer. There will be no school for 3 weeks before summer classes begin and that’s the time when I have to move and settle into a new apartment before I can move again into my more “permanent home”. I’m excited to be moving next to Sarah and Jennifer. I will sorely miss Michelle though, she’s fun to be around. What excites me the most are that there will be no more trips to the College Inn kitchenette…YAHOOO….I need to have a grocery list that’s budgeted, I’ve realized that a week or two after I buy groceries, I end up throwing at least 1 item away because it’s spoilt. Now the main reason is that my fridge is a goner…old and not cold enough! But I should’ve realized that by now and should buy 1 item less in my next trip to the store…I hate wasting stuff, this week I threw away a whole cucumber….what a waste! I think I’ll be a good “budgetor” when I have a family. I won’t be the kind who wastes. It pricks my heart to see food going waste. Also considering that I probably spend not more than $100 a month on groceries and fruits I think I’m on the right track, not to mention, I’m eating healthy..not unhealthy.

OK now enough of meandering – I’ll get back to my report